Its already more than halfway thru the first month of the year,,,how did that even happen
I was so consistent with my blog posts for awhile--then school started again
feeling like im on a gal rollercoaster lately, going thru booms every other day and feeling generally unsuccessful with my co*des. Im being hard on myself
Got a big haul from mercari though! i probably wont end up taking pics of everything i got because im too lazy but hopefully ill take outfit pictures featuring my new stuff. i finally own an alba rosa piece, my soul is happy
january is always tough--its cold and dark and boring, stores are wiped after the holidays, there's nothing to look forward to.
TW or w/e for suicide
The anniversary of my dad's suicide is the 18th and even though i didnt think about it much this year, my body still remembered. ive been so up and down in my moods. i have little motivation and i think its affecting my will to improve, not only in my co*des but with schoolwork as well.
i didnt get hired for a TA position this semester either, so i have no income.
jobless, vitamin d deficient, and barely-full gal wardrobe. hoping for clearer skies to come soon
